Wednesday, April 28, 2004

Well, it's late.

I took a nap, and I woke up at 10pm. I feel a little refreshed. Oh, did I tell you I have this strange twitching under my right eye? I guess it started happening recently. Maybe all this stress/fatigue IS taking a toll on my health. I looked at webmd.com (a great site...) and it said it was probably linked to stress and/or fatigue, which I have been suffering through for the past... um, year. (not that bad, more like I inflict it upon myself... +_+) Stress sucks.

I'm wearing my glasses right now. w00t. Contacts are great, but it can hinder ya. Swimming (open eyes, AH?!), sleeping (unless you have those wear-all-day-and-night ones), long hours (drying up! unless you have those no-dry-up ones) ... Ah well, it's all a matter of preference. Plus, I like smart guys, and some guys look very nice in glasses. :D I [heart] Nerds... well. Not the pimplefaced :B "durrr" ones.

Chocolate soymilk is good... I had some today. Mmm. Bi-Lo brand (hey, most of the times storebrand is > national brand) ... Well, if I ever decide to turn away from milk (no! never!) I'll have soymilk to turn to... :D

Shape magazine is great. I love their health articles and especially their workout pages. I'm a workout addict, so you can imagine it being a treasure hoard for me. :D Trying to get in shape (toning), especially for prom... I guess it's working. You can be the judge of that (or not...^_^) I don't like looking bulky. I have curves, and I'm not overweight, but sometimes I look in the mirror and think, "Wow... I'm stumpy." I want to change that. :D

Okay, yeah, sorry this post is really random. And for those whom I usually visit every now and then, I apologize for not coming lately. :( I wish I had time to read everyone's blog everyday, that would be great. I've been sailing (somewhat) rough waters lately. Hopefully, I have things ironed out now. These last couple of months have been over my head. *whoosh* ^_^

Thursday, April 22, 2004

Estoy muy cansada ahora ... pardon my horrible Spanish :D but yeah, I haven't had much of a chance to rest these days, mostly because of my choice :/ my unwise choices, but yeah... I need to stop sleeping so late :D

I just got back from Honors Night... top 5% of the sophomore class, all right. :D My mom remarked that she's noticed the same people in my grade all these years from elementary school! Isn't that cute... yeah, Woody, Sarah C, all those people, I've been with since first grade or so... Wow. :) When we went up there for our certificates, I started laughing and making weird faces because I noticed the girl next to me had MY certificate, and I had MADDIE'S certificate... it was great. I talked a little bit with a lot of people, you know, just visiting. :)

Ahh! Yun asked me to prom! :D He's this cute small (and I mean small) Korean kid ... I have to get another dress Friday or Saturday because MY SISTER got asked to prom, too! Maybe we're just a prom family, who knows. Going to proms freshmen years... that's just funny, both of us. I hope the planning goes okay, because I'm leaving it up to him...

We're reading Fahrenheit 451 right now. For some reason, this book doesn't touch me like other books have in the past, like for example, A Separate Peace by John Knowles. I remember writing so much stuff about it, and I knew it inside out, and I could readily discuss it. With F451, I'm just like *lalalala* ... maybe it's because it's nearing the end of the year and I simply am too tired to think of anything right now. Ahh! Lots of good essay topics in 451 ...

Yo voy a estudiar para un examen. No me gusta examens. Hasta luego.

Sunday, April 18, 2004

Hey guys! Well, maybe Blogger will motivate me to blog more, as opposed to once per week. I was manually blogger earlier, but I always forgot to get on my FTP :) It was a hassle because my computer doesn't cooperate with me. Actually, b2 (and I assume wordpress) is really good, but I'm not a big PHP fan (maybe one day I will move fluently with PHP, but until then...) :)

Anyway, yesterday I went over to Dina's house and worked on the dolls for the Spanish project. Can you figure out how many hours we've invested in the two dolls!? I don't even know myself >_<; We worked from 4:15pm to 11:20pm. Yeah I know, talk about late. :) Well, we had breaks/dinner in between, but I don't like taking as many breaks as most people do. I'm a machine! ... not really. But I guess I am used to pushing myself to the limit... Anyway, today, I went back to her house around 11:30am and worked on it some more. I helped her a little with math stuff (who likes math? not us...) ... we finally finished our dolls (bride and groom) ... Dina and I, we're a great team :D (I hope you're okay though :( !!!!!!!!!! DINKLEBURG... )

All this prom talk is making me queasy. As the deadline (May 1st is the day) is looming closer and closer, talks of people asking who and what's going on are all over the place. Well, I went last year as a freshman, (thanks, Mike, for taking me! ^_^) so I guess I should be immune to it. Prom is a bit overrated, however :/ It's fun, an expensive event to have fun with your friends in beautiful outfits, but it's not all the fantasy I thought it would be when I was younger. For those going, I wish you loads of fun and happiness. :D (and empty wallets . . .?)

I write in my Xanga more than I do here... I'm such a dork =_= If you have a Xanga, feel free to leave me your username xD Mine's somewhat reserved/private, that's why I don't really advertise it. It's nice writing knowing that it's a reserved place, IE: my real journals. Wow, if someone ever found out and read about them, I would think I'd die of embarassment. ;D

Well, I have work to do. Or maybe I'm just being the overachiever I am. Do you know how long it's been since I've had a really good time with friends? Gah. I'm so lonely, shut in my house with my Bible, my SAT books/CD, my novels, my webpage... all I ever do is write, write, write. I need to get out and reconnect with my friends. :D