I'm cold.

(At least my hands are).

OSU lost to TX last night, 47-28 (if I remember correctly) - that wasn't too fun because my mom got really upset over the game (!). Usually we're like, bleh, but my mom and dad went to OSU for grad. school, and if it weren't for OSU, I wouldn't be here (in this form as a girl named Dani) :P so yeah. Was depressing... first half, the Cowboys were doing really well, but Vince Young ran x number of yards all the time, and yeah.

GA lost to FL 10-14 as well. Boo. Why doesn't GA ever win vs. FL? :\ Not that I like GA and/or FL, but just wondering.

Okay, off to work. Once again. I love Daylight Savings Time change o' clocks.

Oh no, the dangers of fall break: NOT DOING ANYTHING PRODUCTIVE. OR NOT GETTING EVERYTHING DONE.

Yes, I am a workaholic. It bothers me when there is unfinished business.

Hmm, so far I have:

-Gone to Cumberland Island to get eaten alive by mosquitoes, learn how divine the water feels on one's bare toes at the beach, write chinese words in the sand, listen to "fob" music, walk 3.5 miles or so, and avoiding horse poop left and right. Oh, and watched The Longest Yard... "I sucked at football... I got picked after the white kids..." or something like that. I'm not good at remember word for word quotes in movies.

-Volunteered at the Red Cross stuffing envelopes, whee...

-Bought 2389434 cans of food at Publix

-Went downtown to walk the Breast Cancer Walk with Ning-Fei - why are we not getting any closer... oh, and walked another mile at the park. Total? Probably 4-5 miles. Exercise is good.

-Went to Walmart - decided that the clothes aren't really that great... :P

-Finally beat the last levels of Soul Calibur II with cheap Link :P

-Started my "Why UPenn" essay and decided that it sucks, really badly...

-Learned some Chinese and realized how little I know...

-Practiced flute

What's left undone and what is bugging me right now:

-RESEARCH PAPER

-CALC HW (I'm going to get a bad grade this nine weeks XD)

-Other college stuff? I'm not sure

-Reading for UGA FF (I'm not going to get it... and I think my book isn't that great. I'm screwed)

-Recorded flute recordings. I need a better recorder.

-Bio photojournal??!?!?!? ...

-Beta Club T-shirt

-My, yes, "Why Upenn" essay

WHY CAN'T I JUST SIT BACK AND DO NOTHING? Why am I typing in caps? *frustration, anger, anxiety*

I'm still here.

Productivity: low/suffering

Desperation level: pretty high

I'm tired of this silly cycle - thank goodness no more band practices - I hate sleeping at 1+am almost everyday because all this work simply accumulates.

I hate being on the top.

I already have visions of cold weather and Christmas trees in my head - praying that I may hold on until then - It's the light at the end of the tunnel -

Maybe I should be content with just 90's. What does a 95 mean anyway?

I still have too much stuff to do.

Senior year is a lot more busy than junior year. Junior year was just bad because the contrast between that and sophomore year (at least, for us) was pretty hefty. Senior year is bad because there's AP classes, college applications, senior projects, extracurriculars... and we still need to find time to have fun because after all, we are seniors.

Uh, my "fun" factor is lacking right now, but I'll make it up this Thanksgiving/Christmas breaks. Oh yea.

:)

My Emory App is due next week - don't think I'll get Emory Scholar, but that's okay...